Moving Forward

Well since the last entry, a lot has happened in my life. My divorce is final (I got raped by my ex and the Court) I've started my own marketing firm and put my house up for sale. Everyone says I should be proud of my accomplishments, but for some reason, I don't see much to be proud of.

My counselor tells me I have to get my ex out of my head; that I've been so used to hearing his negative remarks about everything I ever did that I still get the same voice telling me it's not good enough. But how do you do that? How do you move forward. How do you healing the wounds, bury the anger and tell yourself you've made the right choices and everything going to be great?

I think the hardest part of all this is dealing with my kids. They've had to change their lifestyle too and I feel so guilty about that.